In Memory of

Sandra

L.

Ager
From
Shayna Gersch
Date
Monday, December 19, 2022
Message
Mom, this is our second Christmas without you. We all miss you dearly! I love you. Love Shayna
From
Shayna gersch
Date
Wednesday, January 05, 2022
Message
I miss you Mom. I wish you were here. I love you.
From
Sabrina
Date
Thursday, November 25, 2021
Message
Holidays just are not the same without, without your light. Things are so different now that you’re gone. I miss you dearly.
From
Shayna
Date
Sunday, September 26, 2021
Message
So many days I want to call you and it hits me I can't. I instantly become nauseous. I miss you every day Mom. I'm sorry I didn't spend more time with you. I will always love you forever. I just wish I had more time with you. Love you Mom love me.
From
Me
Date
Friday, August 06, 2021
Message
I miss you Mom. I wish you could have come back to us. A parent and child have the truest love no matter what. I love you and miss you.
From
Shayna
Date
Thursday, June 17, 2021
Message
Mom I miss you. Today's Dad's death day and yet you're all I can think about. I wake up so many times in the middle of the night or early morning and you are on my mind. I wasn't ready for you to leave us. My heart pounds and my stomach gets sick thinking about you being gone. I miss the sparkle in your eyes in your moments of true happiness. I miss your funny faces and being silly with us. Most of all I miss your love.
From
Sabrina
Date
Friday, June 11, 2021
Message
I’m missing you. You were my person. And life just is not the same without you. And it hurts, everyday. I love you so much.
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, June 01, 2021
Message
To have a birthday without you hurts. I'm glad I saved your voicemail messages over the years. I dreamt about you last night and Kranz Road. You have been on my mind. I'm sorry I missed so much with you. I love you Mom.
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Message
I miss you. We are so much alike and hence all our stress and fights over the years. As I get older I understand more and more the internal suffering in your life. The constant struggle for happiness. Unless you are a person who is this way no one....no one can even begin to understand. I have so many regrets and I will never be able to make up for a single one of them. I am sorry I let you down by not being there as much as I should have been. Some people will say I did more than I should have but that is people who don't know the true meaning of loving your family.
From
Tabitha Muir
Date
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Message
I miss you Aunt Sandy very much miss going to church with you and playing skip bo n haven lots of coffee at night..I sorry for our family's trauma with you passing..I know you are better now and smiling down on us all...we all miss you and love you alot...you mean the world to me and I smartened up got married and settled down for good.. well anyways love you too much and miss you..r.i.p...have lot's of memories with you....love your niece Tabby
From
Sabrina
Date
Friday, April 30, 2021
Message
Tomorrow I will be celebrating my birthday without you and it’s heart wrenching. I listen to the voicemails I have. I’d give anything to hear you tell me happy birthday one more time. I wish you could have met Charles. You would have loved him. He’s a happy baby. He smiles like you. His eyes have that twinkle like yours did every time you smiled. I miss you and I love you so much.
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
Message
I miss you mom. Nothing worse than celebrating other happenings and holidays and knowing I won't see you. My heart aches for you. I love you
From
Sabrina
Date
Friday, April 09, 2021
Message
Missing you more than ever.
From
Your Oldest
Date
Friday, December 25, 2020
Message
Hi Mom! Merry Christmas! I'm up and making some breakfast. You would just love Little Charlie's smiles, Marcel's little blonde curls, Ellie's spunky Bob hair and Jr's cute smiles! They had a great Christmas Eve! I love you and miss you.
From
Your oldest
Date
Friday, December 18, 2020
Message
Today marks 7 months Mom since you left to be with Dad. Every time I think of you I get an urge to call you or go to the gardens and then I get this overwhelming sick feeling just remembering you are not physically here. Christmas is coming and I think of all the usual things I would get you and it breaks my heart I can't. I love you and miss you and wish I had more time with you. Love you Love me.
From
Shayna gersch
Date
Wednesday, December 09, 2020
Message
Mom I miss you so much. I wish you were here. Thanksgiving wasn't the same this year. It just felt like another day. Christmas won't be the same either! We all did a fireball shot on thanksgiving in honor of you last year! Very funny! Thank you for teaching me to be caring, giving, compassionate and most of all to love my family no matter what. Even when I complained and we got into it we still talked. I'm so glad you taught us forgiveness. Love you always love Me
From
Sabrina Landphere montante
Date
Wednesday, December 02, 2020
Message
I miss you every day. I miss my person. I know you’re here with us, watching over us all.I love you so much, I wish you could meet your new great grandson you would love baby Charlie. He looks like you as a baby. And he has brown hair. . Until I see you again. I love you so much
From
Shayna
Date
Wednesday, November 04, 2020
Message
Mom!! Your great grandson arrived not long ago but I'm sure you know already! Little Charlie and Bean are doing great! He's got some long longs and a lot of hair already! She had a long day and is sleeping now. He's chilling with his Daddy. We all were waiting anxiously for Bean to deliver and Little Charlie to arrive. We all love him already! Sister has the kids and they are so excited especially JR! We all miss you and know you are looking out for everyone with Dad by your side. Love you love me
From
Me
Date
Wednesday, October 28, 2020
Message
I miss you Mom.
From
Me
Date
Wednesday, October 07, 2020
Message
I'm afraid I'm going to forget you. I know you left us early so you would not be in pain later in life. I was so excited for you to do our new hayride this year. I should have spent more time with you. Have you been to see me? Love you love me
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, September 22, 2020
Message
We all miss you we just do today it's making me feel angry just why I'm being selfish by saying I wasn't ready but maybe your body was ready and you were saved from a slow terrible painful end I have no parents now in laws love me but no one loves you like a parent miss you love you
From
Shayna
Date
Saturday, September 19, 2020
Message
Hi Mom. It's four months ago yesterday and I just wish you were here. Sometimes I think oh I will call you or visit you and then it hits me. I see hard candy or things that say Mom on them and it gets to me. Ash proposed to Chey and I know you would have been so happy to see it! There's still so much to do in the future and I'm sad you're not physically here but I know in my heart you're watching us with Dad. I love you goodnight Mom.
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
Message
Three months today Mom. Your ex is going through serious medical issues now. I hope he makes it through this. I'm glad that you didn't have to go through this with him. I'm happy that you didn't have to struggle and be in pain. Love you always.
From
Shayna
Date
Monday, August 10, 2020
Message
Tonight I walked barefoot in my grass. It felt so fluffy and soft. For some reason it reminded me of being a kid and running around barefoot at home on Kranz Rd. It made me think of you and Dad. I miss those days and us all together.
From
Me
Date
Monday, August 03, 2020
Message
Mom and Dad - I miss you both
From
Shayna
Date
Saturday, August 01, 2020
Message
Mom, today is sister’s birthday and not having you here just physically hurts. She’s so much like Dad. She has the best disposition of the three of us. Yet I know how much she holds inside and now shares with the love of her life. Sister is as strong as your level of tolerance for pain! I know you were looking down on us all today. I’m missing you and your laugh, your generosity and your smile. I’m glad your with Dad but I miss you so dang much. I need my family and I need you. I love you Mom.
From
Bean
Date
Saturday, August 01, 2020
Message
Thinking of you today, it’s mom’s birthday. And I wish I could hear you sing Happy Birthday. Your big smile that just lights up. I miss you more and more every day. I miss my best friend. You were my person. Not having you here is one of the hardest things in my life. I’m heart broken you will not be here to meet baby Charlie, I know how happy it made you that we were gonna name him that. I’m thinking of you always. Watch over my babies. We love and miss you so much GG.
From
Shayna
Date
Tuesday, July 21, 2020
Message
My mind is on you tonight. I’m wishing you were here. There was a fire at your facility and the only thing I could think about was at least our family knew you didn’t cause it! It’s not a joking matter but it made us laugh and we were surprised we never received a phone call about your smoking inside. I’d give anything to get a call that you were being a rebel smoking inside. I’m just thinking you are not physically here but you’re in my heart and mind every day. I love you Lou!
From
Shayna
Date
Sunday, July 19, 2020
Message
Mom I miss you so much. I just wish we had more time. I wish you could have been at my house more. I'm sorry.
From
Shayna
Date
Thursday, July 16, 2020
Message
In two days it will be two months since you left us. I'm missing you every day. I have so many regrets. Family is all we ever really have. I see your smiling face. I love you.
From
Shayna
Date
Wednesday, July 08, 2020
Message
I stayed over with Granny this weekend and it made me miss you so much more. I never put anyone before you because no one could ever replace you. I was by our spot but couldn't get in because it's closed. Wishing I had more time. Ok love you bye.
From
Bean
Date
Monday, July 06, 2020
Message
I’m missing you so much. I miss your voice. I keep listening to your voicemails, “It’s GG...:” Id do anything for one more phone call, one more laugh together. I love you so much.
From
Shayna
Date
Friday, July 03, 2020
Message
Tomorrow is the 4th of July. Time is going by so quickly. I wish you were here to sit outside and have coffee with me. I was just thinking about how much you would be laughing knowing we are all wearing your clothes! Good night Mom and I’ll always love you and miss you.
From
Shayna
Date
Monday, June 29, 2020
Message
Mom I miss you. Every night I go to bed with your photo of your last day. I just pretend your sleeping. Every morning I wake up to your smiling face in a photo of us together. The rainbows I saw last week on your birthday were you! I wish you were here. I wish I had more time. I’m missing you Lou, love you love me.
From
Shayna
Date
Thursday, June 25, 2020
Message
Happy birthday Mom! I hope Dad’s treating you with something special today! I miss your smile and our FaceTime and our COVID social distance meet ups. I wish I had more time with you. I’ve so many regrets and I’m sorry. If you see Michael Jackson say hi for me. I am going to the lake today to celebrate in our place. I love you need you miss you.
From
Ash
Date
Monday, June 22, 2020
Message
Missing you like crazy granny! Miss your silly phone calls, you telling me the things I could have lived my whole life not knowing haha. Calling me to pick you up from the gas station cause you spent all your money on scratch offs. So many voicemails to listen to when I’m missing your voice but they can’t compare to talking to you! Your birthday is coming up, I’ll light a candle for you. I love and miss you so much!
From
Tabitha Muir
Date
Monday, June 22, 2020
Message
I love you Sandy we had some good times you took me to church when I was a little girl to have coffee read the Bible sometimes together set out on the porch I'm in a road on the deck laughed call remark and road we have some good times at Cheryl's house Im going to miss you you are pretty good Aunt to me make me laugh especially on Halloween fly high I will see you again at heaven's gate and will smile and laugh and reminisce you are the one with the nice everybody's wings and I know you're going to watch over us and you would want us to continue to move on and not be so sad and feel down I'm sorry Shanya cheryl Charlie for your loss.. and a big sorry to my mother which is her sister...I will always love you very much ...I will remember the good times...not the bad..r.i.p
From
Shayna
Date
Sunday, June 21, 2020
Message
Mom I love you and I miss you. I’m sorry I wasn’t there more to see you. I’m sorry you couldn’t come and stay over when you wanted. It hurts like you don’t know. Tell Dad Happy Father’s Day in person this year!
From
Amanda Stevens "Robinson"
Date
Thursday, June 18, 2020
Message
Aunt Sandy was a wonderful woman. She was always there for everyone. Loved spending time over at her house when I was younger. You will forever be missed, fly high with your beautiful angel wings. Love ya always 😘
From
Sabrina
Date
Tuesday, June 16, 2020
Message
Normally you’re the first person I tell everything to, today I found out that the baby is another boy. I wanted to call you and tell you and then I remembered that I can’t. Those moments are the worst. Sometimes it just doesn’t feel real that you’re gone. I miss you so much. I love GG.
From
Me
Date
Friday, June 12, 2020
Message
Mom I am missing you like crazy. I took it for granted that you were going to live a long time and be here. I should have been there more for you and I’m sorry. I love you. Shayna
From
Me
Date
Friday, June 12, 2020
Message
Mom I am thinking of you, your smile and how your eyes would light up. I can’t sleep tonight. I just needed more time with you and I’m so sorry for not being with you whenever I had the chance. I know you were happy and even more so being with Dad. Ok! Love ya Bye.
From
Your Oldest Daughter
Date
Saturday, June 06, 2020
Message
Mom I still cannot believe your gone. The rest of the family threw the biggest birthday bash ever for me and Ellie! I know you saw us and I miss you. The moon phase this weekend is called a strawberry moon! It doesn’t look strawberry but we all thought of you looking down on us. Love you forever!
From
Ashley landphere
Date
Thursday, June 04, 2020
Message
Some days are harder than others. Today’s one of the really hard ones. Missing your laugh so much, and that ear to ear smile you had! So grateful for all the memories we have. They bring some peace when I’m struggling to go on with my day. I love you granny and I miss you so much!!
From
Shayna
Date
Monday, June 01, 2020
Message
Mom today you would have loved the strawberry shortcake and chocolate cake! You are always on my mind. I love you. I saved your birthday phone call from 2018 so at least you sang to me today. Say hi to Dad, uncle mike, aunt Linda bob and grandpa! How’s Heather? I’m sure I’m forgetting someone. Goodnight Mom.
From
Sabrina
Date
Monday, June 01, 2020
Message
I’m missing you a lot today, as I do most days. I wish you were here. The kids really miss their GG! I love you, I hope you’re making up for lost time with grandpa. Until I see you again, I love you so much.
From
Shayna
Date
Sunday, May 31, 2020
Message
Mom tomorrow will be my first birthday without you and I cannot bear the thought of it! I love you and I miss you. I wasn’t ready to let you go but I know you’re with Dad.
From
Ashley landphere
Date
Thursday, May 28, 2020
Message
Granny, you were always someone I could count on. You took care of me when I was sick/hurt, I took care of you when you were sick/hurt. Even in the worse of times you would find a way to smile, and your smile was contagious. I miss that smile so much! I love you so much granny, you’re always with me!
From
Sabrina Landphere montante
Date
Saturday, May 23, 2020
Message
My favorite person in the world. I love you and I miss you dearly.
From
Cheryl
Date
Saturday, May 23, 2020
Message
You may not be with us physically but your spirit will always be with us. In times of sadness with missing you I think of all the times you made me wholeheartedly laugh and it makes me smile. I’ll always love and miss you mom.
From
Shayna Gersch
Date
Friday, May 22, 2020
Message
I miss you Mom
From
Shayna
Date
Thursday, May 21, 2020
Message
Mom I miss you